My Life Changed in One Day
For those of you who have been following me since the beginning know that this blog was simply a way for me clean out all of the impurities within myself. That somehow transformed into the mind of a sugar baby that had bits and pieces of her heart trapped within the words.
But here is the thing; I have to be honest with all of you. This is a complete contradiction to who I am as whole, but represents exactly who I was when I was imcomplete.
The characteristics to my personality involved lies. I was in fact a true liar; A walking oxymoron walking a heart beat contradiction.
I created stories and was very good at it.
The saying is true; we are no longer afraid of the monsters under the bed when we realize that all the monsters live within us.
Think about it.
What is your scariest thought, the part of yourself that you don’t even dare think about?
Everyone has it.
This physical body will soon die, but what about our spirits. Don’t deny your spirit because you cannot; for it is your spirit that you always subconsciously try to feed. It is the spirit that truly feels pain and suffering or joy and happiness. It is the spirit that will live on soon after this physical body is no longer.
I hope that all of the young ladies out here that I once called my fellow sugar babies get out of this disgusting materialistic state of mind. Because trying to find happiness within physical things is like trying to chase the wind.
Don’t fall into the trap of indulging in worldly affairs when it actuality without a doubt it becomes poisonous to the heart.
My whole life literally changed in a day and it no longer depends on the day with me.